you broke me

today, you broke me. you finally did it. you propose then a week later you leave, just like you've always promised you would never do. i found out your lies you had kept from me, you said you would never leave, i believed you. you broke me. you've changed. i don't know who you are anymore and i don't want to know. i forgave you for your past mistakes, but i cannot do this anymore. have fun with your new friends, you've lost me, for good.

everything about you

i love that you know me. i love your facial expressions. i love the way you say my name. i love the way you want to tell me things. i love your smile, i love your laugh, i love that we have the same sense of humour. i love that you care. i love that we never have awkward moments. i love how you smell and how it lingers on my clothes. i love your hugs and how they're warm and safe. i love the way your eyes light up when you laugh. i love how your such a nerd sometimes. i love that our hands fit together perfectly. i love that you make me do that cliche sigh. i love how you make me burst into fits of laughter after everything you say, because you really are that funny to me. i love how you trust me, i love how we're best friends. i love that i was able to know you, i love you.